I want to be good at guitar so bad. I want to learn a song thats challenging to me...more finger-picking, palm-muting, and barre chords. Stuff I don't know very well.
Something to provide a challenge.
Hmm...
Side Note with no purpose what-so-ever: I love my collection of bracelets: I absolutely, completely and totally love them. I just love them!
Okay, but seriously: More then anything else right now, I want vocal lessons. Real vocal lessons so I can sing.
And a job-I'd like that too.
And a laptop.
And an electric guitar. Especially.
And to learn the drums.
And enough money to go to Steubenville and Notre Dame.
So I want a lot of things. I want a lot less of all the things I have that I don't really need or want.
I'm a very greedy person, aren't I? I should work on that.
Actually I take back what I want most.
What I want most is to be happy. Not just content, not just okay, not anything less: just happy.
Church stuff and music make me happy. God and music make me happy.
Everything i listed has something to do with music, even the laptop. (Though it's also a semi-truck-full load of convenient)
I do love the things I have though. Like my ACOUSTIC guitar.
Honestly, I have enough money to go buy an electric guitar. Maybe not a really nice one, but I could get a decent one. Right now.
But I don't want to risk not having enough money for something else...so I'm gonna wait 'til I'm pretty sure I'll have my Steubenville and Notre Dame trip covered before I spend it...
Decisions, decisions.
Anyways, I guess I'll post another day, hopefully about something more fascinating the not-even-half-way-completed-so-as-not-to-seem-too-greedy-list of things I want:)
Love, yourself
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